I think about su alot and have ever since my teens except for a brief period in my 20's. What keeps me going is I see su as letting the bastards win. I've survived to much and overcome too many struggles to give in now. The meds definitely help too as does therapy. But basically it comes down to me being really stubborn about my own survival.
---spliitmage
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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