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Old Dec 09, 2018, 03:12 PM
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I developed low self-esteem and social anxiety and the fear of doing and saying anything, and it's become part of my unconscious mind.
Interesting because my fear of saying anything that Ivdidn't actually REALLY KNOW anything about came from me not wanting to sound as stupid as my parents. I was very quiet & shy until it was something I knew about. My home growing up never had newspapers or magazines to read & learn from & no way to get to the library because it was too far from home to walk to & my parents didn't read. I read as much as I could from school but it didn't get me informed like other kids in school.....so there was no way I was going to open my mouth & say anything that made me sound stupid. I just absorbed what I heard & analyzed it in my own head....glad that has changed....but have learned so much over the years from listening & researching things I really want to know about or just fact checking what people say.
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