I feel similarly. Although I've been rattling around the mental health system where I live for 20 odd years or so now I don't have anything in the way of an actual diagnosis that I'm aware of. I suppose there must be something written down somewhere for insurance purposes… perhaps depression & anxiety. But that wouldn't be based on anything, assuming it exists. It would simply be something to fill in the required spaces on some form or other. Anyway, as a result of that, I don't really feel as though I have a "home" here on PC either. So I just reply to threads that are of interest, in whatever forum they appear.