Im feeling very midlife crisis lately. How does that mix with bipolar? I hate to think. This is no fun. Thinking of the old times- watching old movies, thinking of my honeymoon (divorced- why did i get divorced?), .... Just very down. Then tomorrow ill be back into slogging through the day. I need to do something but i am having a very hard time doing them. At least I showered today.

I guess I'm feeling nostalgic. At least my kids are still near me.