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Originally Posted by Emily Fox Seaton
Good to see you back posting. Don't know how feasible this is for you but can you just give up? I know that sounds horrible but I did. I just got sick of trying and decided to give up. I have never been someone that people wanted to hug and help and be with so... I just decided that I wasn't going to look for that anymore. Kind of hasn't been a bad thing. But that is me.
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I pretty much have given up on things like love and intimacy and even my need for human touch.
Problem is, when I'm around people and things that remind me of how much I'm missing out because I don't have anybody in my life, it becomes harder to just "give it up". I mean, it's to the point where I'm triggered just by seeing romance in movies or TV shows or walking into a store and hearing music talking about love. Heck, one of my video games triggered me last week because it had a romance subplot.
So yeah, it's becoming harder and harder to "hide" from these things no matter how hard I try.