PTSD stuff has come crashing down. Really, what is the point of my life? It's just been one thing after another after another. It's playing like a record because one thing connects to another, reminds me of yet another. I am having a horrible evening
I'm safe, not going to hurt myself, just having a crappy cry fest. H says these things are in the past, and they are, but you carry them with you always; they will never go away.
I hate my brain
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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