MzJello Fluff - I think you were helpful - (i may be reading into this too much) I think mckell's sense of humor is sarcastic like my own.
mekell - you wrote:
I feel like a burden when I ask for something. Jello I understand your statement regarding the character of my T. She doesn't seem to be treating me like a burden; therefore me feeling like one is coming from some where else (....transference/projection).
that's me too. i feel like a burden to my t. i know she didn't have extra time to see me and she took me in anyway. she only had one day time slot and when i got work she saw me at night. she's creating a time for me, she wants me to call her instead of SIing.... who gave her this much lisance to care about me?! it freaks me out some. on the calling thing, she kept saying "call me if things get bad" so i finally emailed and asked her to please respond - does she want me to call before i act on the urges to si and she wrote back Yes. She said she was glad i checked and that was good clear communication with her. !!! that threw me. good clear communication.
kiya