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Originally Posted by Blueberrybook
PTSD stuff has come crashing down. Really, what is the point of my life? It's just been one thing after another after another. It's playing like a record because one thing connects to another, reminds me of yet another. I am having a horrible evening 
I'm safe, not going to hurt myself, just having a crappy cry fest. H says these things are in the past, and they are, but you carry them with you always; they will never go away.
I hate my brain |
If it makes you feel any better, I hate my brain sometimes too. Why does it remember the things it does? Too bad we can't delete the files in our brains so the bad ones are gone forever. (Except the ones we learned from I guess.) 
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