Can't sleep so working on a final paper for a class. I have to be up early, so even if I were to get tired later, it'd be too late to go to sleep. Just pulling an all nighter I guess. I was dealing with voices earlier. It's been driving me nuts. I'm trying my hardest to ignore and distract but sometimes they pull me back in. I will keep working on it. I feel like I'm running into a brick wall repeatedly with that though, I keep trying and keep trying but it's hard. I was on Invega for a long time but had to get off due to developing TD symptoms and massive weight gain. Got off it a year ago, did fantastic for 5 or 6 months. lost the entire 100lbs I gained. Then the voices started creeping back in over time. Kept putting it out of my mind because I felt like I could deal with it myself and that it wasn't a big issue at the time, but the problem has gotten worse rapidly over the past several months, and it's starting to interfere with my life. I don't see my pdoc till January since she's out for surgery. I'll have to discuss it with her then. I don't really want to get back on APs so I don't know what to do. I'm just on a moodstabilizer, ADs, and anti anxiety meds now