Thanks for letting me still post here even though Im not really bipolar. Its nice to have non-judgemental people to talk to who at least understand some of the ups and downs. Im tired of people trying to say there is something wrong.

The dr the other night even said I have a pretty bad problem with alcohol, kinda ridiculous. Reading my chart doesnt mean you know me. I had never even met him before.

I have a question though. If im done sleeping for the night probably(still a small chance I will sleep again thanks to the whiskey) and im drinking now is it like drinking in the morning or not really because its still really night. I feel like its ok but its a little confusing. Its only 1am here if that makes a difference. And I dont work until this afternoon. I dont want to prove the dr right though lol so I feel like morning drinking would be bad but this probably doesnt count