Yeah, I feel like I'm slowly dying inside without love. Unfortunately, I was forced to accept that no girl would want somebody messed up like me. I'm just a washed up computer geek that understands computers a lot better than people so connecting with women is clearly something I'll never be good at.


Even if I was good with women, what woman would want somebody who is so messed up from being used, abused, and judged my whole life? Face it, you wouldn't buy a broken smartphone, so why want a broken person?

I'll take tech and video games over people at this point. At least the former doesn't judge me, doesn't hurt me, and brings me pleasure without the pain.