Hmm. I’m pretty broken myself. The next question I was asked was what do I want in a partner and I wrote someone who is committed, peaceful, stable, warm, encouraging, demonstrative, willing and flexible.

I’m not feeling very lovable myself right now to be honest.

I would love to have the kind of relationship I wanted. I want that more then anything in the world. It hurts not having it, it hurts real bad. I haven’t been in this much pain in a long time.