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bchlyn said:
...but just think that's more then 90 days that you didn't ...

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awwwwww, thanks for the support everyone. I feel better already
I never thought of it in days, lyn. 90 is quite a lot eh?! (and it wasn't until my post that I even realised that it was 3mths). So that makes me feel better too, knowing I went for so long. It is just so frustrating...the urges are so strong yet the 'want' to stop is just as strong...I am SOOOO over SI lololol