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Originally Posted by Tryingtobehappy5
I gottw sgut up. Ny kids are gonns be up.and im ****ed. My oldest has been up twicr already up tbey will all be up so soon. Im a horriblr mom thid is why i shouflny evem be a mom i suck. Evertging is spinning znf i cant see. My kifs would be bwtter witg their dad only
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I would think on and off again for years that I didn't have disorder and all those people who were trying to convince me otherwise were wrong and didn't appreciate my unique personality. Now that it has been almost a decade of hospitalizations and symptoms it is easier to accept having a disorder than having all the problems that come from not accepting it.
It is pretty common for people to be upset and not accept diagnoses like bipolar at the beginning. You do seem to be having symptoms and it would help you to get to the bottom of what is causing them. And also help your kids.
Why od you think they would be better off without you?