!!!!!! What a TERRIBLE story!!! Why anybody should put you on anything just because you daydream makes me want to blow my top!!! Some of the greatest works of art have come from daydreams.

Have you tried researching Risperadal on the Net? There may be a wealth of information out there both from things like the Physicians Desk Reference and the experiences of others who have taken it. Sounds like you're especially interested in long-term effects.

As for me, after balking for the first five decades of my life I finally decided to try Prozac and though I still dream of going off it, it has literally worked miracles for me.

Wishing you all the best. Let us know how it develops.