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Originally Posted by SorryShaped
Things rarely work out like we want them to. Did you love him when you could have said it or did it feel forced? I'm sure at least something could be learned from all this. I've learned from every time I've loved someone
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We were engaged and I didn’t say it over the phone because I wanted to say it to him in person and he wouldn’t make plans to see me unless I said it to him. Catch 22 . I don’t think I’m going to love anybody else after this. I’ve loved him all along but I was frozen, he of all ppl should understand that. Now I want to tell him and it’s too late although he hasn’t blocked my email or social media so who knows. He did say he would be changing his number. I feel like someone told him I’m the one with the pd and he should go no contact with me. I hear he thinks I’m very unhealthy and disturbed. It’s really [emoji22]