This is true but according to him I’m the unhealthy and disturbed individual, so we’re a perfect match [emoji23] I’m not really trying to figure it out, figure it out isn’t a solution, I’m letting go of it and giving it over to God. I still want to marry him but if he wants to terminate his phone and ignore his email and messages there’s nothing I can do about that. At this point I don’t see myself getting engaged again. It’s still too fresh.