Sorry about my earlier post, my phone acts weird when I use apostrophe's for some reason. I usually post directly from the website; maybe I need to download taptalk or something to fix that issue. It's strange so I do apologize since it was probably hard to read. I ended up having to wait an hour to see my doc; glad I actually have patience unlike most people.

My heart rate was 121 and my blood pressure was also elevated, he agrees that the medication probably isn't doing it's job at half a pill. He's glad the Cardiologist was able to figure out what was wrong. He has at least heard of Inappropriate Sinus Tachycardia and we had a conversation about it and the constant headaches. He's like I could put you on Topamax; but he doubted that it would work the headaches I've been dealing with; and I also don't want another psych drug added to my combo. I'll just live maybe it's time to try something other than my Excedrin go to.

I also had to suffer through the three year test; thank god that is over. I swear no matter who does it still freaking hurts. Granted he was super awesome about the whole thing. So that's over with; I apparently have more breast fibroids than I did at the beginning of the year; I have got to stop going to the doctor they constantly find another thing wrong with me.

I told him about the Metabolic Syndrome; he even apologized for his coworkers mistake. He said I never should have been put on Zyprexa in the first place for panic attacks. In all honesty I should never have left him and gone to her. Maybe then I wouldn't have Metabolic Syndrome in the first place and people wouldn't mistake me for being pregnant. I'm not gaining weight on Seroquel; in fact I've lost a little bit since the Cardiologist. Not enough to notice in my clothes though. He and his nurse said I looked really nice; he teased me about my heeled boots I was wearing. They are super uncomfortable and was so glad to get them off my feet.

We didn't make any medication changes, I'm stable he doesn't want to try anything else; I don't either. I finally got away from month follow up's I get to see him again in February, same time I see the Cardiologist again.

I just got finished filling up my weekly pills and M helped; I am on so many pills. I am now curled on the couch at R and my place watching The Resident with a glass of Rose wine. It's been forever since I drank anything; and I didn't but they both pointed out they are PA's and one glass of wine isn't going to affect my medication and if it does they know what to do.

I really needed this glass after today and being called pregnant. R and M are screaming at the TV anytime someone does anything medically inaccurate. M wants to try Grey's next. It's amusing to be honest. M has an arm wrapped around me; which is nice.

My doc thinks my decision to break up with C was a little rash and he thinks it would be a good idea to try and reach out. I told him about my feelings of M; he was a bit shocked at that admittance and ended up eating his words regarding my ex. He's also shocked that I moved out. He's thrilled I am doing as good as I am. It's all because of him that I am able to do have the things I've been doing.

I'm still mad over the tech calling my father; on the plus side I've removed him as my emergency contact and he has been replaced by R who knows to call the parents in a true emergency.

I'm off to get another gulp of wine; especially since they want to ruin Grey's for me.

Hugs to everyone