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Originally Posted by tecomsin
I would think on and off again for years that I didn't have disorder and all those people who were trying to convince me otherwise were wrong and didn't appreciate my unique personality. Now that it has been almost a decade of hospitalizations and symptoms it is easier to accept having a disorder than having all the problems that come from not accepting it.
It is pretty common for people to be upset and not accept diagnoses like bipolar at the beginning. You do seem to be having symptoms and it would help you to get to the bottom of what is causing them. And also help your kids.
Why od you think they would be better off without you?
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Because Im not stable and dont do all the things moms are supposed to do and Im always irritable. H is so much better than me.
Had to spend the day in a cell sobering up. I apparently said some bad things again but Im not sure its true. Probably got some sleep though lol still feel a little dizzy and tired.
They made me agree to check in with mental health tomorrow which is ok, I dont mind them as much as drs because they dont bother me as much about meds and stuff. Plus I got to go home, I was a little worried they would send me IP when she said I didnt have good judgement. H was surprised when I came home.