Slept late again. Tried 4 or 5 times to get out of bed but couldn’t. Will try to go out to run a couple errands then I hope to come home and make a really nice supper and start making Christmas cookies. Those are my intentions.

The other thing I wanted to add is this time of year I find not only stressful but I now fear its effects on my mood. I seem to be either in hide away from it, sleep, sleep , sleep because I know the alternative is that once I get going of planning and shopping etc I feel in hyperdrive, can’t get it all done quick enough and it all has to be perfect and this is all with feelings of incredible discomfort so sleeping is easier. Bleh