I'm supposed to go to a team lunch today and I don't want to go. It's just me and the the four guys I work with. The problem is I'm a total mess and I feel on the verge of tears at any moment and I don't feel like socializing right now but I have to go.

We also have an extended team thing on Friday with 12 people which I'm dreading. It's a team meeting with a team building activity and lunch and is supposed to last for 4 hours. It's required unless you're sick or injured, so basically have to attend. This week sucks.