Thank-you for the words of support and encouragement.

I am currently taking meds (started a new one in January, still adjusting the dosage), I've been on meds for over 14 years and I hate relying on them. I also have a therapist who has been great and she is always available.

I feel sorry for my husband, because he has spent the past 21 years wondering what he will come home to... The 3 men in my life are why I am still here, that keeps me going. Maybe someday I will beable to live for myself...

KS