This is why I care about my environment so much. I know that if I were in a positive one, it would be easier to heal. In the past, I've even had therapists come to the house but it didn't do much good because my environment was always the same and I kept facing the same problems over and over again.

I can understand if I went to a new job and I had to learn to adapt to the environment there. I wouldn't have much of a choice. I would just have to learn how to cope as best as I can (at least until I've found a better job).

But it just makes more sense to me to have at least one positive environment in my life. And if I'm going to choose which environment I want to be most stable, I want it to be my home life. I wouldn't have it any other way.