Today was a bad day in terms of decision making and lack of short-term memory. One thing after another happened. I'd brought in my purse I thought, but after I got the groceries put away, I couldn't find it! I checked the car, thought maybe I left it in the cart at the store, only to find it in the closet! I sent away some paperwork- a short application of sorts- for food stamps that had to do with my disability (I THINK) and mailed it off. But I was confused about one of the questions. I called the number on the top of the form and a man answered. No automated machine! I asked him about one of the questions and he said, "Don't over think it just answer"! I had been over thinking (or under thinking?) all day!

Now my 17-year-old is reading this post before it goes up. Ha! He says, "Oh Mother..." I've been watching Youtube tonight - documentaries about the history of certain Disneyland/world attractions. Fun.

Last night was my first night without Seroquel or Trazodone. I did sleep, but this evening I've been on the couch yawning away. I hope I can make it until at least 8:00 and that I do actually sleep tonight. Last night I found it more difficult to get back to sleep after I'd awoken and I worried that I might not fall back asleep. Right now I feel awake but tired at the same time?!