Every time I woke up last nightI thought of how my life sucks. Cant get those thoughts to go away. Why have I gotten my life into such a state? I cant think straight. Yet on the outside I appear normal and ok. I think! I still cant make myseld go to choir or judo. I really suck lately. And i cant think of anything good that happens. I want to go back to bed. No matter what i am doing there is a pressure to hurry up and do something else. Could this all be lack of seroquel?