So I haven't been here in a long time. I just feel the need to be somewhere safe and say I'm trying to hang on. Just feel disinterested in work and feel trapped in general. I know I have to pull through, but when and how much energy it will take are my big questions.

Anyway, I'll try to stay in the moment and take things slow. The pressure is a lot but maybe I don't have to be perfect this time around.