I'm so sorry you're struggling, akekaomen I'm glad you're trying to hang on. Life in general is hard to cope with. Are you just disinterested in work or other hobbies as well? Yoy may try to find another job that suits you best. Can you afford it? Taking things one step at the time is a great idea. Take baby steps. No need to rush. Do you see a therapist? I'm so sorry you have to deal with this