I feel like that honestly would have been the old me (my 2 year therapy anniversary is actually tomorrow) . Now I'm actually more okay with putting myself and my needs first and realizing that I don't have to be nice.Today after the extra thing with the nurse at 6.30am I arranged to study with another girl at 11.30.She was really late and not even there by 12.40 and there was still an hour to go before our class. I only turned up because I was supposed to meet her, and I didn't feel like eating there. I told her I was going back home and not waiting any longer (I live 10 mins away from the hospital so it wasn't far).

I know R would be proud of me even though it sounds dumb. I don't have to only show positive emotions and I can tell people when I think they've messed up and I'm not happy with it.

So I want to go to a theme park, we will go to a chocolate making class, an independent book store that charges more than Amazon, and a fancy cake store.

Edit:All in one day cause that's how I roll now.