I'm so sorry you're struggling, Tucson I think you're doing a good thing by cutting contacts with them for a while. Life is already hard enough, we don't need more toxicity in my life. Unfortunately our family usually has a big impact on our lives. I hope things will get better for you soon. Try to hang on to the people who love you. Feel free to share and vent here. We'll listen to what you have to say. We care about you. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this