What I wouldn't give for a few hours of sleep. I was down and it was pretty bad, but i think it was compounded by my screwy situation with my ex cause I usually don't get that bad, but thats another story. Felt like absolute crap... had some good talks here, made a dr appt to talk about this, bla bla bla. Felt okay for a little while... now my head wont stop spinning... I cant keep up with everything I'm supposed to be doing. I've done more today than I usually do in several days and I cannot sleep. I couldn't sleep when i felt down and now my mind wont stop racing... I'm exhausted but can't sleep... just a little maddening. And to top it of, there's really nothing around here that needs to be done so i'm doing things over again. 12 days till dr appt.

sorry for the rant guys