Had a good day today. My student didn’t come in so I was with another student who I know well and we went to five below on a field trip. Then I went back to five below after work and got my son some more Christmas presents. Got some wrapping supplies too.

I found out that the company I get my vape cartridges from is going out of business. So I’m going to have to quit or find a new company. I think I’m just going to quit. I wanted to quit in the new year anyway. I’m just afraid. I always get so depressed when I quit nicotine. I hope I can ride it out. I think I’ll feel ok in a couple of weeks I just have to make it a couple of weeks. I think I’m going to use nicotine lozenges and slowly wean off of them instead of quitting cold turkey. Maybe that will ease the transition and my depression won’t get too bad.

Excited for tomorrow, I’m seeing RS again. I hope I feel ok. I’m feeling a little nauseated right now. Not sure if it’s something I ate or if it’s the beginning of a stomach virus. I hope not.