I love eating meat, I love the taste of the meat, but for the past few months...really, since I've moved to Oregon...I've been really grossed out by the look and texture of certain meat. I'm eating jerky right now, and I am enjoying the flavor, but I can't help but notice the look and texture of the meat. I can't help but picture the anatomy of the meat, and therefore, the animal of the meat I am eating. I picture where the meat I am eating is located on the animal and the function in which it provided, and I think about the animal that was killed as I eat it, if this makes sense. The same with fish, I picture the meat on the animal, and it grosses me out even though the taste is phenomenal. My mom recently made a corned beef dish, and it took all my effort not to gag at the site of the meat. It was honestly one of the most disgusting meats I have eaten, but the taste was phenomenal. What does this mean? I'll eat meat because it tastes good but I picture the meat on the body and it's function, and I think about the animal that has died for me to eat it, and it grosses me out. What do I do?