<font color="pink"> Well I thought I'd write a new topic....My father and brother and I just went out for a bit of rush-hour traffic shopping. They couldnt find any white shirts to wear to the funeral tommorrow so eventually we left and headed home but staples was on the way so i asked to go there ion order to get some school and art supplies...but that's not the most of it. Throughout the entire drive my father and brother and such were fighting and yelling. My father said " Your welcome " To me because i forgot to say thankyou...and i said " what " in response because I didnt hear him. He called me overly selfish ...excedra. Then he went off on how my mother was a %#@&#! and how she ruined all his white t-shirts over 14 years ago. he said mocking my mother " Oh I ripped it on accident " excedra. I wanted to look around staples because I knew there was something I was forgetting...but my brother and father both said no. SUre enough, once we got in the car and on the way back home...I remebered what I had forgotten. I told my father this and he started yelling. Cursing, and saying stuff like " Nothing evers good enough you ungrateful brats " excedra. Yeah.... - .- that was my experience today. Not to mention school that came before all of this...Got called up the the v.p's office cuz Lee threatened my friend and my friend got scared. Ended up crying at lunch and feelin depressed the rest of the day. Missed my math quiz and lesson...and im not going to school tommorrow...so now...I get to do todays lesson and tommorrows lesson and then take the two quizes next monday. I still can't see a therapist. My head hurts so much, and I'm so very very confused right now. My father and my mother...My father says bad things about my mother, and my mother says my father used to have his friends rape her. Sigh. Anyway, Im posting this here because it deals with my relationship towards my father and mothers. I dunno why I post it...I just have to v_v </font>