I do not know what to do. I am a 22 year old male and I have not the slightest idea what to do with my life right now. College or Job are the options. I do not want to do either because I feel there is no point in either since I really do not know what it is that I would like to be doing or learning. That is my main problem. However there are many factors that produce this problem. Such as how I was brought up and my past experiences such as high school, jobs and the relationships I have had with family and people and I grew up with. I am currently on Paxil, 20mg, although I take two 20mg pills as per my choice resulting in a 40mg dose, I don't have a good explanation as to why I do this, but I assume I think it is helpful. Funny enough, I have missed two days worth of doses and should soon be feeling nauceous and quite sick and unable to focus at all soon if I don't get more of this chemical back into my body soon, luckily I was able to bring myself to call my psychiatrist's office today to have the secretary tell the doctor to call a new prescription refill into the rite-aid the pharmacy. hopefully she remembered to do this and i will be able to pick it up tommorrow since i have already not been able to bring myself to do it tonight when she said it would be called in by. oh the difficulty in my head. so talk about goals huh, being able to pick up your prescription as a goal for the day. wow, some human being i am. there is more to this story, but if anyone has a response to this they feel is worth sharing with me, by all means go ahead. thank you for reading and this is just a taste of my struggle.