I wonder if the holidays are not healthy.

I have had some beautiful holidays...but also a lot of very sad or crazy holidays.

Guess because I feel depressed I am remembering a lot of bad holidays.

You know those holidays...where someone gets drunk and ruins it for everyone.

The saddest was...someone I knew...their Christmas tree caught fire and they died in the fire.

Don't remember the details. Just that it was so awful.

I just want to skip to...the new year.


Meanwhile I am going to go mail my packages today and I think go out for lunch.