s all,
and also sorry To hear Wild Coyote about your loss
s all that are feeling low and even feeling ok and good.

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Me... I am a moron and I don't deserve hugs or even space right now.. but i got 9 hours of sleep per Fitbit((that's unreal!)).

I haven't went to look at my car yet, and I think last night was just a reminder from the cosmos that I need to listen to my intuition.

I wish- and I am sorry if this sounds odd- wish I had a friend that -- we really clicked and it wasn't a forced on either end..
Tbh I wouldn't want to hang out with me again after last night either, unless I really knew me.. course if I really knew me I would had listened to what I said and not pushed me to do things that I even questioned in the moment..

I am a moron.

and this just reminds me, the people I thought were friends... really aren't... w/e - i too have a part in this also, as I was probably trying to fill a void with this friend... ((she is around my mom's age))

.. need to focus on other things than this.