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Originally Posted by Inaccurate
Hmm this is a bit sad. Personally I have received and given lots of love in my life. In fact when Im in that crazy insane state I usually even enjoy giving it.
And its not overrated at all. It can be an inspiration to create stuff, to make money and to improve yourself as well. In fact its an amazing product that unfortunately is a rarity. There were two irrational encounters in my life and with both of these girls I couldnt lie or manipulate them, in fact I couldnt even troll or offend them.
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I understand that love is important. After all, we wouldn't be alive today if it weren't for love.
However, I don't place such an importance on love. Yes, love would be great to have, and there are times where I genuinely want to be loved.
Unfortunately, I'm not sure if I even how to love. I'm not good with intimacy and bonding with people. I find dating discomforting and draining. Not to mention, the only women I ever attract and feel I can relate to at all seem to be borderliners and narcissists.
Don't get me wrong, it's not that I'm an idiot with people because I'm not. Keeping a mask on and socializing is draining for me. After about 2-3 hours of socializing, I feel mentally fatigued like I just took a big exam. Combine that with difficulties with feeling empathy and connecting with people, and dating or bonding with people becomes a huge challenge.
I've just an ice cold person that has trouble forming lasting fulfilling relationships with people.