I understand what you're talking about. I have so much apprehension when it comes to doing new things or anything social
It usually takes me like months and months to be able to do something, and when I finally force myself to do it I realize it's actually a good experience most of the time
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type