I am seriously struggling with rapid cycling today. I want so badly to go to impatient, but with my husband, and dogs, and the holiday, I need to be dependable. I feel like my mind is screaming, and it is on the edge. I keep seeing things, but am ignoring them. Hoping my meds start working better. Don't have another Dr. appt til Feb. People have NO idea what this is like, unless they've experienced it.