So.. my friend likes me. We've known each other for several years but started hanging out a lot like 5 or 6 years. He understands mental health stuff too and knows what I deal with because we are both on meds, him for depression.

We have so much in common, and get a long great. I feel completely comfortable with him. And I do like him back, in that way. But I'm scared to get into a relationship. I haven't been in one in like 5 or 6 years. Before the psychosis and stuff got really bad. Part of me fears I'm not ready, but I'm ten million times better than I was even a couple years ago even though I still experience symptoms and episodes sometimes.

Just thinking...