I see you in three days and I don't know what to talk about. Should I tell you straight to your face I don't intend to recover from my ED? Should I focus on how the crushing airless vacuum of depression follows me wherever I go? (Even my grandma's house... shouldn't everyone be able to feel safe and happy with their grandma?!?!)

But I'm driving 5 hours round trip just to see you, so I better pick something good to talk about