I really didn't want to go to my work Christmas party last night but I made myself go because I haven't been out in months. I'm not ready to socialise in a room full of people, especially when they're drinking and I'm not. It was hell. Normally I can not drink and still have a good time but I'm still not in that good place.
I stayed as long as was acceptable and then I came home on my own and I was so grateful to be home alone. All I'm trying to focus on is that at least I tried, but failed miserably.