My mind is a constantly changing place. It's very dynamic. Now I want to go to med school.... I am not sure what I will say a month later, but the thing is unfortunately I cannot stop thinking and so I will always weigh ups and downs. For a while I want to get into medicine, then something terrible happens to me (I realize how clumsy I am), think it's better to not go into medicine and the cycle repeats after I see others suffer or I suffer myself.

For now I am dead set on going into medicine and hopefully living a better life soon. All I want to do is get into MBBS, no specialty or practice thoughts, as they nearly ended my chances of getting into medicine. Wish me luck, I need to study hard and be lucky as well to get admitted in med school.