I'm not going to deny that things right now are...a mess. An absolute storm. Between family drama, neighbor drama, the holidays, poor mental health, bordering toxic relationships....so many things I don't feel like listing or explaining right here, that's not what I'm intending to talk about in this thread. What I want to talk about is how ridiculous this seems to be getting. Two new alters appeared in one evening. That was in addition to the one that showed up a couple weeks ago? I dunno when exactly but whatever. I'm not really saying that it feels like they came out or nowhere, because of all the aforementioned problems I'm going to pretend I fully understand why they appeared. All that aside it's still stressful, and disorienting. I feel like i should be passed the point where new ones form, passed all this confusion. Yet here we are and where does it end? Does it end? I'm not going to say I don't like any of us that are already here. We get along pretty well. But gaining more is neither convenient or easy and dangit like I said I feel like at this point things should be trying to calm down not build.