So I’m at a place right now where I’m just tired of being depressed. I have been trying to find a job and haven’t been having much luck but I’m still searching. I have gained 30lbs since my last episode and just not happy with my life overall. Now I like coming to this forum because I know everyone here understands and relates to each other in one way or another. So my problems I’m having in terms of my weight is I’m not active or working out. I want to but I just feel so discouraged that I can’t do what I used to and that I gained back all the weight I lost it’s demoralizing. The last thing is I just don’t have much to do and I tend to lay in bed a lot which just adds to my depression. Thanks to anyone who replies to this and I appreciate your inputs.