Hi guys I slept horribly again last night, I don’t think M is getting much sleep either. It feels like something is always happening in the ICU and they refuse to move me out of the ICU since no floor wants me with my pulse
above 100. Blood pressure has mostly returned to normal, it’s low by my usual standard but Cardiologist is happy with the number.

Met the doc who is going to be doing the study; Cardio is right he is an @ss. Tried to convince me to go the ablation way that it would take care of all my problems. It very well could but I don’t want something going wrong and being saddled with a pacemaker at my age. I know it’s just a device but with how my luck has gone here lately; it’s just not worth the risk. He was really irritated with my decision. Sorry dude no ablation for you; he also told me it would take longer if he didn’t ablate, I don’t care if it goes past his lunch. I want answers and this seems like the only way I’m going to get for answers.

I really am kind of terrified about the procedure I know it’s minor and not really surgical but I’m still scared. I have a feeling they are going to come get me in a few. R left for a little bit to go check on the cat and feed him his morning medication. She says he’s eating and using the box so I guess he’s okay, just missing me.

Thanks everyone for the well wishes and of course hugs to everyone