We kept the final session as light and normal as possible at my request. Laughed and talked silly stuff. He played the game I asked him to play. We played like 25 min. That was fun. Did a normal walk and he did A pic with my dog and I. Got my final hug. Was too short

I didn't cry until we hugged and the whole ride home. I regret so much I didn't say now. I hate that I didn't say i love him. I texted him that and its in his goodbye letter. I read it to him. So I guess I did say but not at the end. Sigh

He wrote me a goodbye letter too. Overall a nice session. Just wish I had accepted the end and been more prepared. I'd probably not be regretting so much. I miss him so much. It's crazy to know there is no more sessions or funny stories etc.