we're pannicking because we can't find our white halloween lights and we want them back up

currently we have blue ones, but I don't have the heart to go and turn them on (it's sort of an OCD thing I think, we have white lights in our room, not any other color). we thought we'd be okay with it- but actually we're not

just don't know where the white lights went

our mother decided to email us more threats today- asking us



I honestly don't know what's wrong with her and what she's acheeving by saying these things, but honestly she's a sick woman and is probably just looking for a reaction (we didn't reply to the message, we just deleted it)

not up to anything else really

eating, chilling, the usual..