Hang in there. I haven't worked since 2004 and only have medicare. I'm not sure where you are from but the drug companies will give you free drugs if you qualify. They have certainly helped me out. Glad you could join the group. You will certainly get plenty of support here and hugs. I'm glad i found PM and you will be too. take a deep breathe and post and post and post no matter what time, day or night. hugs to you.....puckyj