So I saw the new T. We had to do all the paperwork again. She didn't like that I was going to wait until next month to see her. She was kinda upset that I stop therapy at all. By the end of intake I was shaking. I told her that I don't like therapy because I always feel what ever I say will get me hospitalized. She confirmed my fears. So we'll see. I couldn't show her my letter because she initially said if I'm a threat to myself or others or abuse.